Do you want my heart? Do you desire my love? Do you want me to want you in a way that is real?
Do you want my touch? Do you want a tangible thing soft skin and gentle lips? Do you want wet and tight and slick? Do you want me on top, underneath, behind? Do you want me to caress you, to hurt you, to feel all of you and say you are beautiful?
Do you want the domination? Do you want me to tell you to act on every fantasy you ever had in a way that pleases me? Do you want to show me yourself in these acts so that at last someone understands, no accepts, this part of you?
Do you want my smile? Do you want that part of me that laughs and jokes and teases? Do you want to see my eyes shine from the joy that is an open heart? Do you want my friendship, it is a gift that flows easily from me. Offering this never diminishes me, but rather the offering of it will always make me more, never less.
Do you want to make me happy? Not for you, but for me. Do you want to ease my aches, offer me your concerns, make my life better? To offer me this gift from you is a rare and precious thing.
Do you want to offer the same to me? For if I can give to you and ease your life, it brings me pleasure too. Do you want to allow me that gift of your own vulnerability?
Do you want my passion? All of it, and there is so very much and I need so very much and I want so very much and I will demand and I will give and it will be good.
Do you want just little pieces of me? That is ok, there is nothing wrong with that. You just have to be honest. Ahh, yes, honest. Do you want to be honest with me? Can you be honest with yourself?
Do you want all of me? Can you even fathom what accepting all of a person really is? To open another human up and see it all is not something easily done. To see them not just as male or female, but to see all that makes them, good, bad, ugly, beautiful and to want it all. I understand if you can't as it is a rare thing.
He does, she does, and he there is starting to. It is enough. I am filled to the brim with the joy of it all.
I believe we are different for each connection we make. And yet this does not fragment us for the ability to share and be what another person needs is a wonderful thing. You just have to understand that the whole of you is still there always.
Do you? I do.
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beautiful. you put words to what i've been feeling lately. thank you.
This is a beautifully written piece. There was a day when I wanted all of this...everything you mention here, and now today, reading this, the one part that sticks out to me...that I want the most...that I really hope we have is this:
"Do you want to see my eyes shine from the joy that is an open heart? Do you want my friendship, it is a gift that flows easily from me."
I want to be part of a friendship with you that makes your eyes shine with joy. I want your friendship in my life...and I believe that we will share this.
Marie
"Do you want just little pieces of me? That is ok, there is nothing wrong with that. You just have to be honest. Ahh, yes, honest. Do you want to be honest with me? Can you be honest with yourself?"
Knowing oneself, being honest with oneself, these are some of the hardest things for us to do I fear.
Dear Miss Honey
I love this. This will be one of those I come back to repeatedly. There's a lot in here. I agree with you about connections; I especially like the final "I do": it seems to answer not just the previous statement ("you just have to understand ...") but every "Do you ..." in the whole piece.
Will you be reading this aloud for us?
PL
Very nice Miss Honey. So many degrees of relationship with others. We each have much to give/receive and yet for so many reasons we are limited. Some take and take, even at times under the guise of giving. Others give and don't know how to receive -- both are severely limited. To share with another in a way in which both can be fully present, fully known -- or as you said to share in a manner in which each acknowledges their limitations or openly states their desires if otherwise is indeed rare. Thank you for what you add Miss Honey -- for the ways you make yourself available to others.
This is a beatiful post Miss Honey, I believe the best one I've read. Thank you for posting it.
Such a beautiful post, Miss Honey. Every single word sounds like it came from the heart and so honest, it truly is an unique combination :)
It's very touching and inspiring
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